Day One

Today was a day full of walking and driving, it was my first full day to walk all on my own. I find that it is actually easier than I expected it to be. I kinda thought I would experience a "learn to walk again" kinda thing, but no it is fun and easy. There is some pain associated with walking thus far, it is not terrible but it is certainly there. I also took myself out to see "50 First Dates" I have to say it is an enjoyable movie, real fun and sad and sweet. Yay for going to a movie about dates by yourself.

I also realized something today, I am not certain that my friends understand how emotionally attached to them I am. I also realized that I am often a big stupid head and perhaps say things in haste and emotional distress that I totally mean but I think I could have handled them much better. I love my friends enough to tell them the truth, even if it is hard to hear. I think today though I acted like a child in a "you hurt me, so here I am gonna hurt you with the truth" kind of way. I know better and I know how to handle myself better, I hope that if something I said came across as insensitive and brash that I be given the chance to ask forgiveness for the way I conveyed those ideas. I love you, if nothing else know that.

So overall day one of walking was great in the physical sense, but today has been tough emotionally. That is more related to how I treat people and how they treat me than my actual foot and getting to walk. Tomorrow is another day full of self-dependence...yippee