Why does my mom always try and call me at the weirdest hours? This morning I get a wakeup call from my mom at 8:30 and for those of you that don't know that is super early for me. So I let the voicemail get it, and what could possibly be so important that she would call me at 8:30 you may ask. Well as it turns out there is a birthday party this Saturday, it is for my mom's boyfriend's mother. I could not see any way why this is so important. I did not return her call, so she calls me again at 9 and 9:30. I finally decide to get up at 9:30 since it seemed like I was not going to be able to sleep anyway. I get to work and there are e-mails about this party, gees. Here is my question: I have no desire to go to this woman's party; is this normal? I mean she could not be any more removed from me, in my mind she is just a random person. Even if my mom and her boyfriend get married she WON'T be my step-grandmother, and I don't see any reason she would be. I am sure she is a nice woman, I did meet her at my mom's birthday party, but I don't know why I should go to her birthday party. Just seems dumb. So as of right now...I am not going.

In other news, yesterday, I was not feeling so well as it was, and my supervisor's boss, Don, forgot my name when leading a tour of some women through the office. It is good to know I have made an impact on the people around me. So then enters the thought why do I bother with all this, is it that important. Am I important to cause of Christ, or am I just taking up space that could be filled by someone who is better qualified and could make an impact.