Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wow...Nothing to Say

Well ladies and gentlemen, I am sad to say that I really have nothing to tell you about. Life has been really mundane. Everyday seems just like the day before. Is this it? Will everyday be just like today and every week like the one before? I am in this place in life where I feel like it has all plateaued, like I have already reached the zenith of life. Seems like everything from here on out will be downhill, less exciting. I know it seems pathetic but I can't help but feel that way as each day/week really does feel like I Have been here before. So this is in someway why I have not blogged in a while, I really don't think there is anything to tell you about my life. On top of all this I have been seriously feeling really lonely. The kind of lonely that you can even feel when you are surrounded by people. It is real rough.

On an up note I am seriously thinking about taking some classes this coming quarter, that is of course if I can afford them.

Money is super tight as I have discovered that not all my bills were paid by the North American Mission Board concerning my ankle surgery. I now owe the equivalant of a decent sized car to the hospital. I have many large payments to make over a long period of time so that I can just have a decent ankle. I am still baffled that NAMB didn't have better insurance to cover their missionaries. This makes it very hard for me to recommend to students to commit themselves to missions through the mission board when they really don't take very good care of their missionaries.

Many of you also read Lillian's blog and if you have kept up on reading it you would know that her little kitty, Nutmeg, passed away. I have a confession to make, I LOVED that cat. I know I know for a long time many of you have known that I HATE cats. This kitty was something different though, she was sweet and nice. I cannot believe that I loved that cat. I miss her so much, makes me cry to just think about her. I hope that she considers adopting another kitty, but only if she is as sweet and gentle as Nutmeg. This is our little secret though, don't tell anyone. I miss Nutmeg.