Umm...I'll Pick That Guy

Seems like everyone's life is moving full steam ahead but mine, I really feel left behind. I was the kid that always got picked last for all the stuff in gym class, that same feeling is coming back to me now. I feel like I am the last one left to live their life, everyone else is picked; younger, older, smarter, stronger, you name it. I am the eternal bench warmer, stuck in a rut, ready to die cause I see no end to this hell

And on another note....that feeling....it never gets easier....you just start losing hope